A Tale of Six Trillion Years and a NightIn a village a long time ago
there lived a boy who’s unknown,
this is his story that is known to none.
Since the time I was born in this world
I was treated as a demon child,
as a forsaken, I did not belong.
I’ve never had anything to be sad about
but into the sunset, I was taken away…
I don’t know, I don’t know, I don’t know a thing
not even the kindness after a scolding
I don’t know the feeling of warmth
Yet I’m truly, truly, truly, truly cold.
I won’t die, I won’t die, why is it I won’t die?
I’m not even dreaming in this nightmare
and so this fairy tale known to none,
was sucked up by the sunset, and vanished into air.
In my life of sickening violence and endless torture
without noticing, you stood in front of me.
You were forbidden to talk to me, but you said
I want to know your name
“I’m Sorry, but I have no name or no tongue.”
There’s no place in the world, where I could belong, and ye
Romantic Sensesmy eyes like to see you smile, to see you happy, to see you dream
my ears like to hear your voice, to heae your laugh, to hear your whisper
my skin likes to feel your touch, to feel your kiss, to feel your breath
my tongue likes to taste your lips, to taste your skin, to taste your tongue
What it means to be humanLife is a game that everyone plays,
The journey will be different
But the ending is the same.
We’re born, we live, we die.
Though life is a struggle,
We do as much as possible to survive.
We run into challenges head on,
We get back up when we’re pushed down
We fight until we win,
That is what it means to be human.
Samurai Heart English Lyrics - SpyairWhere ever you are, you didn't listen at all, did you?
You purposely overlooked all the sign that came to you.
We could always understand each other... What a huge mistake.
You don't even notice me standing right here, do you?
Mixed in the crowd all alone
I gaze at the sky without a purpose.
With this conversation game that won't reach you
My loneliness grows.
Hey!! Hey!! Answer me. Is anyone out there?
No matter how much I search, there is no answer back.
Hey!! Hey!! Only I will make myself, so
If I cry, if I smile, if I hate, I'll live my life with love.
Hey! Hey! Samurai Heart (Some like it hot)
I've lived my life Day by Day and today is no different, is it?
This is a world where we all struggle to fit in.
Ah, standing in the waves of people, I copy those same footsteps
And then maybe I can walk a bit more than before.
In the glass of the town I passed through
My lonely self is reflected back
Alone with my irritated self
And the indifferent world.
Hey!! Hey!! Answer me. Is anyone ou
Will I ever...Will I ever be safe?
Will I ever be able to forget my past?
Will I ever be accepted by others and by myself?
Will I ever stop crying tears of pain?
Will I ever stop having these thoughts?
Will I ever have a day where I'm happy?
Another Day Under The Sun - 7It's the Easter holiday and I have returned home for the week. Worst decision ever. I thought it would be fun but it is shit. 100% shit. As soon as I get back everyone is congratulating my sister. yeah she won a trip to America but it's getting tiring. I am jealous of her but I'm also getting annoyed of her. She thinks that she's top shit now and that the Earth revolves around her. Well news flash, it doesn't!
I have been leading my cattle lately but I have lost interest in it. I was asked by my dad if I wanted to continue with the farm, and I said yes to at least seem like I'm still interested , but I'm not. I have no motivation to do anything. In the few days of being home I have already been called 'an embarrassment to the family', 'a fucking loser', a 'good for nothing', and a 'dumb ass that is to stupid to pass high school and be in uni'. Like always, I am being blamed for everything. Just because I woke up late, it was my fault my family had to work in the rain. It is also my fau