What it means to be humanLife is a game that everyone plays,
The journey will be different
But the ending is the same.
We’re born, we live, we die.
Though life is a struggle,
We do as much as possible to survive.
We run into challenges head on,
We get back up when we’re pushed down
We fight until we win,
That is what it means to be human.
Samurai Heart English Lyrics - SpyairWhere ever you are, you didn't listen at all, did you?
You purposely overlooked all the sign that came to you.
We could always understand each other... What a huge mistake.
You don't even notice me standing right here, do you?
Mixed in the crowd all alone
I gaze at the sky without a purpose.
With this conversation game that won't reach you
My loneliness grows.
Hey!! Hey!! Answer me. Is anyone out there?
No matter how much I search, there is no answer back.
Hey!! Hey!! Only I will make myself, so
If I cry, if I smile, if I hate, I'll live my life with love.
Hey! Hey! Samurai Heart (Some like it hot)
I've lived my life Day by Day and today is no different, is it?
This is a world where we all struggle to fit in.
Ah, standing in the waves of people, I copy those same footsteps
And then maybe I can walk a bit more than before.
In the glass of the town I passed through
My lonely self is reflected back
Alone with my irritated self
And the indifferent world.
Hey!! Hey!! Answer me. Is anyone ou
Will I ever...Will I ever be safe?
Will I ever be able to forget my past?
Will I ever be accepted by others and by myself?
Will I ever stop crying tears of pain?
Will I ever stop having these thoughts?
Will I ever have a day where I'm happy?
Another Day Under The Sun - 7It's the Easter holiday and I have returned home for the week. Worst decision ever. I thought it would be fun but it is shit. 100% shit. As soon as I get back everyone is congratulating my sister. yeah she won a trip to America but it's getting tiring. I am jealous of her but I'm also getting annoyed of her. She thinks that she's top shit now and that the Earth revolves around her. Well news flash, it doesn't!
I have been leading my cattle lately but I have lost interest in it. I was asked by my dad if I wanted to continue with the farm, and I said yes to at least seem like I'm still interested , but I'm not. I have no motivation to do anything. In the few days of being home I have already been called 'an embarrassment to the family', 'a fucking loser', a 'good for nothing', and a 'dumb ass that is to stupid to pass high school and be in uni'. Like always, I am being blamed for everything. Just because I woke up late, it was my fault my family had to work in the rain. It is also my fau
Parents Encouraging WordsDon't do that.
Why not do this.
You can do what ever you want to do.
But not that.
Why don't you have friends?
Hang out with these people, they seem nice.
They have tattoos and look weird, you should stay away from them.
You're weird, you hang out with the wrong people.
If you do that you will be a embarrassment.
You have embarrassed the family, good job.
You a useless, why can't you be more like this person.
You are so much better than that, what happened? are you with the wrong crowd?
Why didn't you talk to them, you're so rude.
Watch your fucking language.
You are a weird child.
Why don't you come sit with your family instead of being a loner in your room.
Another Day Under The Sun - 6I want to die. Here and now. I want my life to end. I have had enough. I've had enough of my dad judging me. I've had enough of my mum saying I can't do anything. I've had enough of my sister punching and bruising me and complaining about everything about me. I've had enough of my brother who is teasing me. Even if these bruises do fade, the feeling and emotions stay. These scars may heal, but there would be a faint wound left. I've had enough. I feel useless, I feel like shit, like i can't do anything, like... like... I'm nothing. I keep thinking that tomorrow is going to be better, but that day will never come. Every time I feel happy, something bad has to happen to ruin my day. Because of this, I believe that I can never be happy, that I shouldn't be happy. That I should leave everything that makes me happy behind because I know that I'm going to be upset. It's a curse. I want it to end. And the only thing to make that possible is for my life to end.
But I shouldn't take life so lig